It was love at first sight, should have been lust at first sight. I was used to that kind of life. No pain just uncomplicated pleasure. But noooooooooooh cupid had other plans.
Late at night when all the world is sleeping i stay up and think of her. I’m sure she doesn’t do the same, as in think of me. It hurts like hell when you love someone and she doesn’t feel the same way. She is the reason why I haven’t been posting anything for the past 2 months. I don’t wanna talk about her, i haven’t been talking about her but maybe i should talk about her to get her out of my system. I need a shrink or weed.
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May 10, 2011 at 11:17 am
Whoah! Missing in Action is underrated
From a personal standpoint, i can recite what you have been going through in my sleep. Been there done that..love is a noun and a verb, remember? The noun part is the feeling you have when you think about the person, you always think about them, ALWAYS. The verb part is the actions you take for feeling that way. The reality is that you have choices in life, and you take responsibility for the consequences of those choices, if you choose to get involved with someone romantically, the responsibility for any emotional reactions are yours-not the other persons. You choose whether this person you desperately love will suck the joy out of you, make you feel like you are powerless, It’s not your fault that maybe this person you love just don’t want to love you the way you do, and maybe they do, that is why you confront that -i am in love with you demon head on- if someone told me this when i was going thru my own experience, i would have made a litre of petrol out of their blood, coz i just didn’t wonna hear it. Good thing is i moved on and lived happily ever after(ok not quite literally)…with love being a matter of the heart, you and only you knows what’s best for you.: I rest in the knowledge that I don’t have to prove myself in anyone’s eyes but my own– always Keep this affirmation in my mind—
Ps: and no you don’t even need the weed.
June 27, 2011 at 1:43 pm
Thanks for the advice. I’m good now